Friday, December 26, 2008

Flatline Lyrics By Taproot

i don't care what you think about me...
stuck in flatline but i'm still breathin' thinkin' about my options' time
to make my decision 'cause it's so easy makin' it difficult to choose
i choose myself rather than conform for you, take your authority and shove it,
individual in charge you've got to love it, absent minded blue collar worker,
a jerk or whatever you think i should be...
i don't give a damn what you think about me, your vision's distorted,
and your ego's in charge

Monday, December 22, 2008

Day By Day Lyrics By Taproot

looks like I've fucked up again what's new
I am always getting out of hand though in control sometimes just don't give a shit
I get raw have fun I love it so sick of sayin' sorry
those apologies have got to go
but I don't intend to create a pain in your heart I am a pain in the ass
cause that's what I am about day by day
I can see a change in every way some things get worse some things get better
I hate to say those blatant lies are now a part of my past
I hope I don't get confronted abusing others' minds through control
I don't want it to last so here I go
I am on my way
I am leaving for good
I pray that you forgive me for all of the harm that
I caused cause we were friends and we had some great times and that's why
I am just fine cause that's the way it is I hate to say
but I've declined all your ways

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Like Lyrics By Taproot

You look like me
I'm sorry for you
You talk like me
I cant understand you
You think like me
You're fucking crazy
You want to be me
But that’s ok because

You remind me of me
Someway
But only the good
Cause I'm just me

Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see…

You act like me
Cause you're embarrassing
You talk to me
But don’t listen
You think like me
You're so damn crazy
You want to be me
But that’s ok because…

You remind me of me
Someway
But only the good
Cause I'm just me

Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me too see…

When these memories become liquid dreams just like fantasies
And like fallen leaves I guess all I need is to find my desires and set out to acquire them

You look like me
I'm sorry for you
You think like me
But that’s ok because…

Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself
Hanging by a thread for your honor
Just helps me to see inside myself

Monday, December 15, 2008

Emotional Times Lyrics By Taproot

life sucks sometimes, friendships turn to lies,
a hatred in disguise it brings tears to my eyes,
i can see the truth from the neutral side in my mind,
confusion cripples me unto my element of control unsureness.
emotional times i'm just fine.
trauma's etched in my mind, i can see 'em all the time,
i've seen my share of pain and suffering,
i am just fine, respecting something more than nothing all the time,
and it's time, to move on. i have seen my faith sailing away,
and i have seen my faith's coming back to me, i can see it,
coming back to me,
i can see it, i can taste it,
i can live it cuz i'm just fine

Monday, December 8, 2008

Blue-sky Research What's Left Lyrics By Taproot

So you want more affection to add to your distractions contraction?
The snow it bleeds a sky so grey today
Of memories what's lost not gained pretty
Reliving awful yesterdays
We can't see the other side We forget obstructed views can't see blue skies

No longer blind
Paint a portrait to be seen of hopes and dreams
Stain the canvass carelessly (our enemies)
(Take the present as a gift reversal
Make the message of what's left)

So you plead for attention to add to this dimension contention
The stroke of time just hides the safe to reign
The choke of loss despise our taste
And our soul's honest side which leaves us just to be our own disguise

Saturday, December 6, 2008

When Lyrics By Taproot

Can't seem to find myself in the smoke filled room again
The lesson of being bored and naןve so I've been told
Its just my own problem
That I succumb from the bottom
Looking up at the reflection above of those below

Yea well I know, there’s no point in rushing
I'll get my change when
The time is right
I'll get mine
in no time
I want to shine
With you by my side

When is how…

I hide away
I push myself on everyday
The lesson in time will be the mystery
Lost in this missing things
By doing things created
Looking up at the reflection above of those below

Yea well I know, there’s no point in rushing
I'll get my change when
The time is right
I'll get mine
in no time
I want to shine
With you by my side

Now and then
Then is now
Now and then
Then is now
Now for when
When is now I know

The time is right
I'll get mine
in no time
I want to shine
With you by my side

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

So Eager Lyrics By Taproot

It breeds a one man show mentality self serving force fed and condoned
It takes my breath away to know that no one else believes they're in control

(Save us) From ourselves
We're at a loss of words while preaching that we can't be heard
The image staring back at you is what you hate (you don't)
Truly think forgiveness is on the way
Seven years you lost for breaking one mistake (ingrown)

To bleed for what you own is understanding as the sum for what you've blown
To truly carve your way to where you want to go is smiling while alone

Wake up, Play dumb, Wake up

Sunday, November 30, 2008

Forever Endeavor Lyrics By Taproot

It seems it's been so long, 'cause it's been way too long
Since we've shared a warm embrace and since I've seen you smile

The wind of misery appears
And takes away from all we have
The cycle just goes on and on and on and on
'Cause only time will tell if we're meant to be
You and I won't know if it's our destiny forever endeavor

I am alone again 'cause I am alone again
The choice we have to face, is whether to move on
The urge to right our wrongs, but no fix is long

The wind of misery appears
The cycle just goes on
'Cause only time will tell if we're meant to be
You and I won't know if it's our destiny forever endeavor

Friday, November 28, 2008

Nightmare Lyrics By Taproot

You painted offense while you plead a defense
You took advantage of average
You pleased those deceived but couldn't earn me
My god wouldn't use his leverage

If faith had an 800 number
I'd disconnect myself
If I had to be a member
I'd rather be left out

You fell for those lies while they took your mind
Your eyes were closed from the inside
Your heart was so full of infomercial
You couldn't hear the blind talking

Stay away from me

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Violent Seas Lyrics By Taproot

Standing on a land unknown interpreting the same
Believing in a chance of hope and see it slowly fade
It's breaking far away replacing what I'm made of

Looking for a way to show that I'm
Searching for a faith who knows that I'm
Screaming for a place to go, 'cause I'm drowning in the violent seas
of being force fed societies
Shallow end of misery please take me away 'cause I can't
Stay looking for a way to show that i'm okay
Screaming for a place like home

Treading in the fears I own of ending up ashamed
While cornered in this life and prone
By overbearing waves
That steal what I have saved replacing what I gave up

Away, far away

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Again And Again Lyrics By Taproot

sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless
honest talkin shit behind my back about me to my friends
the source a jealous passion towards a spirit stuck in contention
and fame just need some time to myself again need to bring back
the old days when i was in control of my life again and again just endangered w/
my friends extremely bold and honest i'll be when it comes to me i said i'm sorry
but you don't hear me i tried to say that i was sorry to you
but you don't think i speak honestly thats ok cause i can move on i'm so sorry....
no

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Calling Lyrics By Taproot

Your face is burned inside my brain
I lost my way
Your taste, a stamp flows through my veins
The cost of hate
‘Cause you’ll never understand me
You want me to stay

You’re c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore

The race of slowing down the pain, I found a way
The pace of speaking so mundane, the sound of gain
But you’ll never make me happy
So I’ve extinguished the flame

You’re c-c-c-calling, but I cant hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling, but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore

And what you want me to say I’ll never say
You’re playing the game that I’ll never play
So what do you want from me?
Now I’ve extinguished the flame

Your c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you
I’m not listening anymore
You’re subject to falling but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore
You’re c-c-c-calling but I can’t hear you, I’m not listening anymore
You’re f-f-f-falling, but I can’t save you
I don’t see you anymore

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Everything Lyrics By Taproot

Grown up an only child
One parent home
I was spoiled and doubted not trusted
Neglected by others around

You saved…
You saved me

You were the only one there for me
Loved me
Dearly treated and supported me right through the thick and the thin

You saved…
You saved me

Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me

Taught me to be myself
Showed independent help along through struggles made it work ourselves just a mother and child

You saved…
You saved me

Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me

Look at me now
I hope you're proud
You're everything to me
you're everything
everything

Sunday, November 16, 2008

Comeback Lyrics By Taproot

ill times rollin' lackin the flow ache in my throat and wisdom seems so lost,
and yet it's better in ways it's different,
i miss those oldschool meditations when relaxing
and getting visions was a given w/
my eyes closed i propose a toast, to myself to find the time to ask my lord
and galaxy to point me in the right direction,
i got my foot in the door,
i gotta keep on writin' and stay planted to this world,
be4 i can take off....
please come back to me i need to say goodbye to these old ways
stagnant lifestyle's no longer in my way, i gotta keep on movin',
so i pray, and wait for a sign from my guides, they help me proceed as i lay,
and dream of my future, i miss those times....
cumback to me.....

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Dragged Down Lyrics By Taproot

I am just a person like you, I am just a fuck-up that's true,
but your the only one I'll turn to by my side everyday
and night its time to climb out of this big black hole
even if i can justify that i am alive
and alright your still the one i'll turn to by my side so I cry alone,
I can't believe you drag me down again,
just when i think i'm fine i always then realize
that i am the only one to turn to me inside.

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Sound Control Lyrics By Taproot

you know that i'm a fugitive that's how it is,
a funky freaked out twisted lyricistical mystical energy,
when i'm flowin' i'm flowin' to blow it up,
because i'm like gravy, i got the sauce to get it done right,
and acheive all there is that i want to be individuality about myself remainin' true
and free, and helpin' others in need ain't no greed conquerin' my destiny,
i live my life around the homeopathic schizophrenical energetical vocal manner
is gettin' fatter and fatter served on a platter w/
a big old fat ass side of metaphysical culture,
i've controled my past and i control my future..
don't see my life through tunnel vision w/
horizon's expanded w/
an open mind clear to those tidbits of knowledge..
pimp ass..you know i like to kick out that flowin' shit,
make you get up and grove so loose and let your inner child play out loud
and experience the only way's to learn and enjoy those times seem so
and few and far between right, take advantage w/
that smile i've seen, w/
that gold toothed grin when we win over the floor, like be4 me w/
my bro to my right side he's the man churnin' out that collaborated rhythm,
to make those clothes fill up w/
sweat, the girls are ?
I control my future, I've controlled my past,
try to keep my head clear to acheive my goals at last...
it's a whole as a sound control...

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Facepeeler Lyrics By Taproot

I've been waiting for you
To show your face as a clue
Living disgrace my eyes are burnt and my ears are tired of all these screams

So I run the truth is falling you're the one sent to kill me

Several days in a mood
Since there's no way to elude
What can I say my skin's a lie and my heart is broke from all these lies why

So I run the truth is falling you're the one sent to kill me
(It's so wrong that death is haunting now I'm gone to self inflicting)

Sunday, November 2, 2008

Lost In The Woods Lyrics By Taproot

Tonight I'm freakin' out again
Tonight I'm thinkin' so low
All I wanted was a friend all I've got is no one
Tonight I'll sleep alone I won't sleep at all
My heart isn't alive

Right now I'm sinking further down
Right now I'm breaking inside
A long drive to see you lie in bed
A long ride wishing for your life
Tonight I'll stay with you
And I will get us through

My heart ripped from my chest
Too late I hope not for this
My heart isn't alive
(My arms carry the weight
Two hands folded yet sraight
My arms closed in a prayer for you)

Nauseous preparing for the worst
Cautious repairing open wounds
Yet somehow believing in a chance
It'll turn out to be another test
And you'll come back again

You're lost in the woods they say to me

Friday, October 31, 2008

I Will Not Fall For You Lyrics By Taproot

Well I hear a voice of faith
Resonate a belief in choice with no way to escape
It's a ploy to weaken the sense of joy and bury us
Separates the good of evil
Placing shame on helpless people
stabbing hate infectious needles shallow forces spreading seeds will
Feed the flame of ignorance takes away our freedom to say

I will not fall for you

No

Well I see a fingers' point
But not that use ostracizing noise with a narrowed view
It's okay the rest of us heal the pain now we're free to say

Separate yourself from all the hating people who want to take you down say
I will, I will not, fall for you

Monday, October 27, 2008

Dreams Lyrics By Taproot

Confusing reality...
I see myself but it's not really me
How could it be?
When I am me?
I guess maybe it's just a dream

(Come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
Things aren't what they seem
(Come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
And people are fake too

I don't lie in dreams
I lye in my sleep
And I don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting
Me

Bent truths controlling my world
I see the depths of it my toes curl
I feel so sick
I'm sick of this because I know I'm not asleep

(Come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
Things aren't what they seem
(Come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
And people are fake too

I don't lie in dreams
although
I lye in my sleep
And I don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting
Me

I don't lie in dreams
although
I lye in my sleep
And I don't sleep to dream
Yet everything that I see is haunting

I don't lie in dreams!!!
(Come on come on, come on wake up wake up)
(Come on come on, come on wake up wake up)

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Myself Lyrics By Taproot

If life was a game, could I win in the end?
And if I was sane, would I fuck it up all over again?
These questions and answers can help me redefine myself
And I thank your open ears for all the help

(no more shame)
Is what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself

If I stay the same, how long will I last?
Yet if I change will I still just be alone and typecast?
Professional answers cant help me to design myself
So I thank your open arms for all their help

(no more shame)
Is what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself

Caressing gateways of the mind
Over, matter through spaces time
Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light
Inside myself just need some time
(just need some time to myself)
To figure it out, cause I’ve got no doubt
That when my dreams come true it's because of you
And the fact that I let you

(No, no, more shame)
Is what I see for myself
I need to change for my health
I need a better way of life for myself
Caressing gateways of our minds
Over, matter through spaces time Heals wounds inspiring gifts of light

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sumtimes Lyrics By Taproot

What I excel in best
Is my excessiveness
Self deprecation
I hate myself sometimes
How can I be down when all that I want is in my reach
What's wrong with me?
Fuck it

Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes...at least I know sumtimes I'm beautiful
Beautiful

And if I wasn’t me
I’d still just laugh at me
And point the finger
And blame myself as well
I will not succumb to any of my peers
I’m in control
and I'm losing it
Fuck it

Sumtimes I can feel so touch and go
Sumtimes as my self esteem is low
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I’m beautiful
Beautiful
Sumtimes as my feelings coincide
Sumtimes while I struggle to survive
Sumtimes…well at least I know sumtimes I’ll be alright
Be alright [x4]

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Mentobe Lyrics By Taproot

it's ironic considerate rarity patron of love higher knowledge engulfs me
'cause the blast of fate a lesson to my eyes concerned
and overwhelmed theirs were of fear and i am feelin so empty inside
and yet it bruns so akward this time it's something with my pride lies
i cannot hide my true side and maybe in distress i can still come out laughing
that's the way i am this little boy proud of helping those in need
but he's not me but just maybe he could be
i can see it now because i am a hero to his eyes
temporarily blind this immature kid a spirit as well an angel hiding by helping
and wanting to understand me tears a waterfall of acide
cries from his eyes i need to recognize it's meant to be
am i hard to recognize what do i need to realize
why can't i see with my own fucking eyes what do i need to see

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Poem Lyrics By Taproot

overbearing panic attack entrenching my veins
in an hour i'll be ok
i pray this pain will go away permanently someday
I'VE seen more than...
I should have to...
I'VE seen this on my own

this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...

reoccurring drowning effect entrenching my brain,
i hope you'll be ok someday,
so i can say that you moved on in the right way...
WE'VE seen this and
WE'VE breathed this and
WE'VE lived this on our own...

this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...
your own...

BREAK...

this song is a,
poem to myself,
it helps me to live...
in case of fire,
BREAK the glass,
and move on into your own...

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Fear To See Lyrics By Taproot

i see the truth upon that pedistal's frowning down upon me
like a trophy valued by masses of minds are closed to a variety
and change in a life so bland and boring uncontent living
through others learning from nothing experienced independantly
responsibilty pointing failure cause the reflection in the mirror is what you fear
to see like a trophy you pose like you're better than me like i care what you say...
whipped i've seen both sides of the fence
because changing is evolving a learning lesson through experience
more knowledge than your common man's 9 to 5 blindness uncontent w/
his well off being i'm just fine...no

Thursday, October 9, 2008

Blue Sky Research Lyrics By Taproot

frankly modest speech dishonest eyes uponus like a vulture in the sky
hovering carcass moulding earth filthy birth afterlife friction
based upon fiction replacing friendship untrueness speculation concentration heresy
is controlling us all this flagrant foul stench upon us
overwhelming everybody like an imaginary forklife brother
you point you finger as a scolding motherf*cker sucker blaming evil
upon another under that pedestal you hold yourself
so high above us i can't imagine what it's like to not a give a sh*t about nothin live
the whole damn story led in motion peers are punished
for their individuality separating us all
i can't believe my friends would make such a lie even though it was
i that dishonored your trust but it's done
i can't change the past i am gonna make us last just believe in me
and i'll show you that they're nothing true

Monday, October 6, 2008

Promise Lyrics By Taproot

Tonight's the night in your arms again
Be the one to make me whole and then
Say whatever you have to say to me on and honestly

Every single thought of you amazes me
So I'll promise you, I'll promise you to me
(Every single time that you've forgiven me)

To find the one with your heart and stem
Freed and mine much more than the rest of them
Seed the chance to grow and be with me
The way I know and see

There you are in my thoughts again
Fearing all we have is dead
Taken time as the best of friends
Pleae don't let me down again

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Time Lyrics By Taproot

Time
Just a counter-clockwise in motion
Time
It requires strength, love, and devotion
Time
A detention of every person
Time
Is used to make us free again

When we can turn back time, to any time
By moving on inside
And will we still ask why about the time
Or be just fine inside of our minds?

Time
Grows things older, faster when you find it
Time
It's wasting away while we spend it
Time
The reflection of our past with it
Time
Is used to make things right again

When we can turn back time, to any time
By moving on inside
And will we still ask why about the time
Or be just fine inside of our minds?

I can see this coming over my mind
Cause you're right
It's life, my light

When we can turn back time, to any time
By moving on inside
And will we still ask why about the time
Or be just fine inside

When we can turn back time, to any time
By moving on inside
And will we still ask why about the time
Or be just fine inside of our minds?

Our minds
Because you're right
Inside our minds
Minds

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Again & Again Lyrics By Taproot

sick and angered by my friends extremely cold and heartless talkin shit
behind my back about me to my friends the source a jealous passion towards
a spirit stuck in contention and fame just need some time to myself
again need to bring back the old days when i was in control of my life
again and again just endangered with my friends extremely bold and honest
i'll be when it comes to me i said i was sorry
but you don't hear me i tried to say that i was sorry to you
but you don't think i speak honestly that's ok cause i can move on now
i am so sorry no

Friday, September 26, 2008

Day By Day Lyrics By Taproot

looks like I've fucked up again what's new
I am always getting out of hand though in control sometimes just don't give a shit
I get raw have fun I love it so sick of sayin' sorry
those apologies have got to go
but I don't intend to create a pain in your heart I am a pain in the ass
cause that's what I am about day by day
I can see a change in every way some things get worse some things get better
I hate to say those blatant lies are now a part of my past
I hope I don't get confronted abusing others' minds through control
I don't want it to last so here I go
I am on my way
I am leaving for good
I pray that you forgive me for all of the harm that
I caused cause we were friends and we had some great times and that's why
I am just fine cause that's the way it is I hate to say
but I've declined all your ways

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Believed Lyrics By Taproot

frankly modest speech dishonest eyes uponus like a vulture in the sky
hovering carcass moulding earth filthy birth afterlife friction
based upon fiction replacing friendship untrueness speculation concentration heresy
is controlling us all this flagrant foul stench upon us
overwhelming everybody like an imaginary forklife brother
you point you finger as a scolding motherf*cker sucker blaming evil
upon another under that pedestal you hold yourself
so high above us i can't imagine what it's like to not a give a sh*t about nothin live
the whole damn story led in motion peers are punished
for their individuality separating us all
i can't believe my friends would make such a lie even though it was
i that dishonored your trust but it's done
i can't change the past i am gonna make us last just believe in me
and i'll show you that they're nothing true

Monday, September 22, 2008

Mirrors Reflection Lyrics By Taproot

I'm your mirror's reflection,
What you don't like about me is what you hate in yourself,
You should see through others eyes be4 you go ahead
And make 'em feel like shit stop it
But you won't because you hate yourselves images bitch,
Sometimes I get so frustrated haunting visions in the back of my mind,
Oh you struck a pose w/
Your hand extended open arms in an idiocratic ways you try to lie to yourselves
But you can't break through that sacred wisdom of your spirit...
Used me, but you want to know me.
Sometimes I would give anything just to be somethin more than nothin'...

Friday, September 19, 2008

Can't Not Lyrics By Taproot

breakin' 'em off a piece of my wicked funky style up front str8 up,
no hiding behind a facade conformed society's way masses try to fit in,
sin after sinner up inner higher self discriminatin' against the ways others
are livin' their live's but i's real different yes a unique open mind
just fuckin' sittin' around here totally bored just waitin' for fate to let me conquer my goals,
these helpless feelins' although they're not true,
no verve is left inside of my soul,
but tell me what can i do?
forced to cope, just don't know, how to acheive, my goals...
a life derived through inner strength,
and the traits in the divine, strange perversity dominates,
the spirit and the mind...

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

Fault Lyrics By Taproot

Why did I let you inside my life
How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain
Now I cant make you go away
You're driving me insane and inside out…
I can tell
Its meaningful and so hurtful
There's no place just to hide

I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

How could I lie to myself again
These bad decisions a never ending story
I think id know by now just how to bout to smile
You're driving me insane and inside out…because
Its meaningful and so hurtful
There's no place just to hide

I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal cant help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you I know

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

I know this is my fault [x4]

I can tell you right now that this pain that I feel is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now that its physical and painful to be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal cant help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you I know

This is my fault
Oh this is my fault

Sunday, September 14, 2008

Justice Is Blindfolded Lyrics By Taproot

justice wears a blindfold...
justice is blind to my kind w/
an open mind you will find that the truth will set you free to be yourself,
equality is unheard of,
in this establishment pre-judicial system where money talks
i am unheard disciples from hate in control loud and clear it's not fair,
open our ears and our minds will follow, equal voice volume no longer hollow w/
this blindfold....it's so hateful and cold what we're told's another lie,
spit out by,
our nation of misinformation their hearts like cement heavy and thick
like mud no brother can afford a lawyer to correct what's been done,
innocence is money, no cash,
i just look funny, ain't hired 'cause my life's a parole,
to bad it's my life you fuckin' stole,
you can't take away my free-dumb this ostracising way of life
you're leading it's bleeding ignorance infectious to others your influence influenza...
you can't take my life from me...

Thursday, September 11, 2008

Now Lyrics By Taproot

well i need to be around you and i need to see your eyes on me now
and i need to caress your face with mine
and i need to know that you care 'cause i bleed in pain when i'm without your soul
cuz I love you on a level so high ot's hard sometimes I know i am to me around you
we have to be together now I'll miss you while I'm gone
but here and now is where I belong.
will you wait around for me,
I hope so 'cause without eachother we're wrong

Monday, September 8, 2008

Thriftwhore Lyrics By Taproot

I can't tease you no more for your pleasure you whore
I can't lie around your sore ass
I used to adore now you bore me I won't be abused
I'll ignore your a failure breaking sacred emotional ties for a piece of nothin' selfish
and a shame placing all the blame on us your selfish
and a shame to us you can't live life this way you can't hurt me like that
cause your not even strong you're wrong and won't be around long
so just take a hint and be gone and move on please selfish
and a shame to your friends all day and night you put yourself first at the expense of others happiness

Saturday, September 6, 2008

April Suits Lyrics By Taproot

How could you abandon me I thought you'd always be
There for me standing tall one and one for all
My support modeling rolling as a team
But instead on our own enemies of old

[Chorus:]
Season's change the fallen rain will wash the pain away
Make amends to help understand how to live today

FUCK!

It's not your fault I understand now I'm more a man
You needed space to find yourself and I'm in the same place now
Living dreams dreaming news springing forward to
Choose a life to get me by not a life that passes by

[Chorus]

On we march our April suits
On we march in our April boots
On we fucking march in our April suits,
march in our April boots

[Chorus]

Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Mine Lyrics By Taproot

When I look into your eyes, you help me realign
And show me just how to be myself inside
I’m in control of everything
It’s taking time but that’s ok
I can bring you to my side

[Chorus:]
You're my blessing in disguise
You’re mine (You’re mine)
You’re mine (You’re mine)
You’re my blessing in disguise
You make me realize
Just how and where I want to be
Years from now

When my focal point is set
I’m something I know I'll get
It’s not a question of how but more of when
You're a hot commodity
The choice is mine and mine for keeps
I can bring you to my side

[Chorus]

When I look into your eyes, you help me realign
And show me just where my dedication lies
I’m in control of everything it’s taking toll but that’s ok
I can bring you to my side

[Chorus]

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Scapegoat Lyrics By Taproot

corrupt errupting authority watchin over me all the time rhyme after rhyme
i'm keepin' it real w/
that spat out flow of steele, those lyrics promote a unity of the real people,
but still sometimes i feel like a walkin conspiracy theory
to all of the motherfuckers around who got a problem w/
my ways it's ok i'll keep my head up w/
my chin down bull forward head on collision, w/
those who ain't got no faith in the cause that i feel i need to get across in my lifetime
the clock's tickin' time's winding down so make it all worthwile stop blamin' me,
i'll be your scapegoat.....
these psychotic tendencies you have for me just comin' out of nowhere,
nah, if you spoke your mind more often you'd see it's not me,
cause i'm your teacher your preacher a creature willing to take on my own responsibilities though,
i'll be your scapegoat blamed by your ego's unwillingness to be confronted
and true, lackin' respect you choose to spit in the wind,
but Karmas' chasin' you blamin' me, I'll be your....
Blamed black sheep I stray, ostracised for being me...

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Lowlife Lyrics By Taproot

in company respect's shown mutual into it's own,
indifference although when i'm left alone and true feeling's begin to show,
honesty overflows in my mind when i try not to cry 'cause i'm blind and alive,
and esteem has no gleam and it can't be seen,
i'm so alone, i still can't understand these feeling's that i'm feelin,
you're pullin' me back and forth all that you're doin' is confusin' me,
with this emotional strain, it's drivin' me to the edge of insanity,
you can't blame me for your pain and sufferin'...
not keepin on no downlow,
i'm screamin the flow in your face,
just like mace in your eyes, like feelin' my bass in your thighs,
it's time to recognize and realize that your ways are not the only ways
to lead your life...
low, concerned about what others think right,
cause your ego's makin' your core so weak tunnel vision,
you move from .a to .b to .c,
that's not the point see, you lived your life around me....
i'm crushed inside, each day i get by, w/
the gleam in my eyes...
if you want me then just try to find me,
if you ever need to suck me dry,
when you need me you won't ever see me i've lost respect now watch you cry,
touched on me so shortly then just left me 2 you watched me bleed
now you smile, you walked through me while you crushed that gleam
i had inside my eyes.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Smile Lyrics By Taproot

smile, can't you see i am still me, anti-authority,
same philosophy, enjoying life as much as i can i will.
trying to create that contagious smile with that passion that I long to succeed
in my ways days pass by i am not gonna sit here no more no more
no more won't you see your not me why would you want to be your an individual
on your own do what you want 'cuz you want to.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

She Lyrics By Taproot

She gets everything she wants, but nothing that she needs
No respect for what things cost, or who she wants to be
Just neglect for what's been lost, 'cause nothing is for free
How can we let her get away with being this way
We've been shattered by her can't you see she has to pay

In her shadow I reside
I scream but no one's listening
Would anyone know if I died
I'm sick of no one seeing I'm alive
(In her shadow I decide I won't stay longer
In a place with silent hate inside the choice is violence towards her in disguise)

She has everything I want, but nothing that I need
Nothing earned like what I've got, gets anything she sees
Lives the life that I cannot, 'cause nothing is for free
How can we let her get away she has to pay

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Negative Rein4sment Lyrics By Taproot

everything u say is negative thats how you live....
anothers your visions so blind thats how u fuckin live talkin shit
behind peoples back your just playin your self sucka
thats how u live negative reinforcement thats who u r
your not your blind your always talkin shit
behind peoples back your just playin your self sucka
im just motherfuckers make me wanna scream aint down with dat shit
u know I u know u need to rearrange fool fuckin cunt

Monday, August 11, 2008

Breathe Lyrics By Taproot

Jealousy is raining down on me right now
As the fear of losing you is setting in
But ill continue to do my best
Although its scary
Wondering if this will be the very first time to lose
And not to win
And I've got no backup plan

But I’m… not a quitter
I'm not a quitter

I’m trying to scream but I can’t breathe…
Can anybody hear me?
I’m trying to dream but I can’t sleep…
Can anyone shield me?
I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself
My pride’s in the shitter
But I…
Won't quit, never quit

Confidence is coming back to me right now
As the strength to earning you is coming to
Cause I’ve continued to do my best
Although it was scary wondering if this would be my very first time to win
And not to lose
Cause I’ve had no backup plan

But I’m…Not a quitter
I'm not a quitter

I’m trying to scream but I can’t breathe…
Can anybody hear me?
I’m trying to dream but I can’t sleep…
Can anyone shield me?
I shut my eyes and hold my cries to myself
My pride’s in the shitter
But I…
Won't quit, never quit

Confidence is coming back to me right now
As the fear of losing you is setting in
But ill continue to do my best
Although its scary
Wondering if this could be my very first time to win
And not to lose

Saturday, August 9, 2008

Art Lyrics By Taproot

Occasionally I feel like the walls around are closing in on me
Physically I feel sometimes I need seclusion to be free
The irony at last I see reality is my perception
And my personality is my reflection

I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today

I need to be set free from the smiles that are scarring my skin sarcastically
And cause it seems to comfort and freeze in full around me mentally
The irony at last I see reality is my deception
And my personality is my deflection

I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today

Can I make it?
I'll try
Can I take it?
I'll try

I’ve finally healed my wounds and healing the next thing and pouring out of me
The precious success becoming apparently a bigger part of me
Im looking back at the things I cant remove the past
Ok with me
The future is brighter than I could imagine it to be…

I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today
I must eliminate and change yesterday’s
Yesterday’s pains today

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

Birthday Lyrics By Taproot

All you'd show is love Yet all I'd see is hate
you know that something's wrong I know I can't relate
Wind is blowing pleasure by And I don't feel a thing
Emotion fills the sky Erosion clouds my brain
I can't seem to breathe in I can't seem to see then through the deafening silence of pain

(Left all alone again) Imprisoned by this selfish reign
(With no more rules to bend) I think I'm breaking down

And if had just one more day
I'd tell you everything, everything I had to say
I miss you
And if I had just one more day
I'd show you one last thing, honesty believes in fate
'Cause fate is what I've gained

Strength has come and gone so now I lie in wait
The void is never long The core belief in fate
I've been down this lonely road before I know the way
As situations change, the answers will remain
Now I've got a reason as time has brought new season to carry me from this pain

Living proof of selfless gain

I've been down this road, the answers still the same